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Chances.

I just wanna bask under the stars as we listen to our song. Memories of what happened are always a constant reminder of how hard it was to get there, making it impossible to go. Somewhere along the way we saw the light and realized that though there’s no contestation to things built and bound over time, sometimes we just beg to challenge the status quo. A leap of faith and a dare we took as we realized that maybe it was really us. Initially things were the complete opposite. Initially it seemed like it was just chance and that the feelings were far from unreciprocated. It seemed like there was no way out. It seemed hopeless.
This couldn’t be. The stars didn’t seem to shine as bright, feelings seemed to never fade a moment breezing by that we weren’t there. My distant paradise seemed to be so many riffs away as the stars enveloped what I once thought was just a dream. Chance took its toll and it appeared that chance was merely circumstance and timing gone right at that given opportunity. The cliché saying goes that the right person at the wrong time is still the wrong person, conversely the wrong person at the right time is still the wrong person. There must be compromise. I gave it to chance for it to take its toll for as long as the universe sought it right and sought it true. It’s a matter of waiting to see if the games played and dices rolled were really those meant to be. Only time can tell. We had to wait.
Likewise there should be no contestation to something aged as beauty enkindled the feelings of passion and emotion. Assuming this was true then that means no room for growth or change for everything. Out with the old and in with the new may seem crass but often times its necessary. It seemed like giving chance a chance wasn’t what was meant to be for one reason or another giving me my chance. A chance with you. A chance with paradise.

Diamonds.

The difficulty is often tremendous to the point that people often question why it’s worth it? As days pass and as we grow older, life begins to unfold itself in the strangest ways possible. Ranging from the best moments we can possibly have as we grin ear to ear, savoring to moment; to our darkest hours, as we struggle to cope with what reality has to hurl. I’m sure no one’s a stranger to difficulty. As much as we’d wanna just chill and lay complacent we can’t. Whether it be in the corporate field, or in any professional field in genera, heck even as an average student, we can all say that shit happens. The most unexpected things happen, when we least expect them, catching us off guard as we wonder why these things happen. We question fate, destiny, and even at times the gods why oh why these things have to happen. We find ourselves in a pitfall of uncertainty as we question whether or not we were destined to wind up down a certain path or maybe it’s just coincidence. Perhaps both.
But why do we smile at the easy and frown upon the difficult. We take things that’re easy as rewards to doing something difficult perhaps. A perspective we all share as we complain about things that come hard, and causing us to break a sweat. I’ve realized that the hardest of things seem to be the most valuable. Parallel to a diamond. These things that people go to war over, things that people kill for, things that people die for. Life is nothing but a diamond. Needless to say wouldn’t be as valuable if made soft. But in reality is it worth it? Hell yea.

^ these three are often the most common circumstances in every relationship. a) unrequited love, b) being too nice to reject someone, c) unfortunate timing and circumstance. All of these have a common problem which causes a failure in relationships making people bask in sawiness eating a pint of ice cream or drowning themselves in The Script. People never really understand what compromise is. Compromise is basically understanding and sacrifice put together. You care about what that person feels for you and at the same time you’re willing to go through all hardships because it’s worth it. Sucks though how that shit’s only in the movies. People really aren’t as understanding or sacrificial as you’d want them to be. Often time’s they’re hella selfish. Though maybe if you’re lucky you’ll meet people who actually believe in compromise. People who believe that things should go appreciated and reciprocated, maybe then things could work out, maybe then people could be together without having to blame timing and fucking circumstance all the time. Really sucks to be circumstance… he’s blamed for everything. Oh x (something bad) happened thus it’s really all circumstance and no one’s fault. It’s unfair to blame something inanimate moreover something which is an abstraction. Sometimes its within our capability to learn and accept that sometimes we’re to blame for things not working out and for things not going our way. Hard to find in someone, hard to find anywhere And that is compromise. So maybe when you’re lucky enough to find it in someone be sure that you won’t let go to it too quickly CLING onto it and be hella sure that you won’t let go. A rare circumstance doesn’t come often, and in the end it might have been you who pushed it all away just because you were afraid. In the words of Al Pacino in Scarface (1983) “I’ve ended up pushing away everyone who’s tried to love me”.
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^ these three are often the most common circumstances in every relationship. a) unrequited love, b) being too nice to reject someone, c) unfortunate timing and circumstance. All of these have a common problem which causes a failure in relationships making people bask in sawiness eating a pint of ice cream or drowning themselves in The Script.


People never really understand what compromise is. Compromise is basically understanding and sacrifice put together. You care about what that person feels for you and at the same time you’re willing to go through all hardships because it’s worth it.

Sucks though how that shit’s only in the movies. People really aren’t as understanding or sacrificial as you’d want them to be. Often time’s they’re hella selfish. Though maybe if you’re lucky you’ll meet people who actually believe in compromise. People who believe that things should go appreciated and reciprocated, maybe then things could work out, maybe then people could be together without having to blame timing and fucking circumstance all the time. Really sucks to be circumstance… he’s blamed for everything. Oh x (something bad) happened thus it’s really all circumstance and no one’s fault. It’s unfair to blame something inanimate moreover something which is an abstraction. Sometimes its within our capability to learn and accept that sometimes we’re to blame for things not working out and for things not going our way. Hard to find in someone, hard to find anywhere And that is compromise. So maybe when you’re lucky enough to find it in someone be sure that you won’t let go to it too quickly CLING onto it and be hella sure that you won’t let go. A rare circumstance doesn’t come often, and in the end it might have been you who pushed it all away just because you were afraid. In the words of Al Pacino in Scarface (1983) “I’ve ended up pushing away everyone who’s tried to love me”.

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